Love/Hate Game

                      Love/ Hate Game


You love me I love you not

Who would have thought

After all these times I let you go

It don't feel the same

He don't feel the same

She don't feel the same

What a shame!

Naw, I call it the crying game

Loves not lost

Just still as a lamp post

I still have a heart

There is no icebox

I want to feel your touch

Kiss my lips while I wind my hips

It's about to get foggy on my page

Whispers in rage

I'm just playing the love hate game

One minute I love you

The other minute you drive me insane

This is the circle of life so hold real tight

Quality Time

Spending quality time

Smelling like doves men cologne

Love the feeling of  us being alone

Rather see you face to face forget the phone

You don't like the jet black

You say color makes me look more vibrant

But I'm still a diamond

The love that I've known use to be lost and gone

Now I just pick up a micro phone

and let them know that you are the only one

No more busy tone

Just the sound of the moan

I write what I feel at the time

Right now I'm at an all time high

No longer on my K. Coles

On my J. Coles

Living free never felt so good

Knows how to be smooth and keep it hood

This type of loving never felt so good

I was, I am , I will be

Every time I write I learn more and more about myself and what type of woman I use to be and will become.  I am a solid woman that has learned to take life with a grain of salt.  Not perfect, but learning through my own eyes this is my  life...

               I WAS...I AM...I WILL BE.                                        

                                      I was the begging woman
                                      I was the stupid woman
                                      I was the I will die without him woman
                                      I was the to independent woman
                                      I was the love is blind woman
                                      I was the it took me to long to love myself woman
       
                                    
                                      I am the brush it off woman
                                      I am the fuck it hands in the air woman
                                      I am a proud woman
                                      Mistakes and all, woman
                                      I was the weak now I am strong woman
                                      I been the broken down woman
                                      I built myself right back up type woman                                         
                                       

                            I am a mother, sister, daughter, all around type woman.