12/10/14

Graffiti

I lost my smile for a few days

I was hoping it was over the hill at the end of the rainbow

My heart covered in rose peddles

Reaching out like tree branches to the leaves

I can't pretend I'm not in daze

Your love was written all over my face

I went back and forth about the sunny days

I pulled out my umbrella to hide the pain

Dripping down my face 


Like graffiti you cannot be erased

It used to be a beautiful mural

Now it is tagged like gang signs

I repainted it  white

Started all over with one stroke

The colors started to overflow 


One more time I said

One more love I said

One more kiss I said

One more time I gazed in your depth

One more time but never did I regret

How I loved you so



How do you erase someone from your soul ?!

I listened to comfort inn

The music started to soak in

My thoughts started to soak in

The writing started to repeat again again

Your face your smile in my brain cells 

10/15/14

Soul Mate



I wear the pain on my finger like a wedding band

Songs in the background like a marching band

What is the right thing to do or say?!

I love you doesn't sound right either

I hate you doesn't sound right either

At this moment I choose neither

I always speak my thoughts

You have blurred my thoughts

So if I speak sideways

I’m just counting your ways




I can't seem to get rid of these knots 

If he could he would rent space in my thoughts 

Internal sunshine of the spotless mind If I could erase the memory would I ?!


9/18/14

Thinking About US







I’m falling back tonight

Not even thinking about us tonight

You want to love me?

You want to hug me?

You want to &^&^  me ? 

Start thinking about we!

Take me off chill and offer me your key

I will unlock your heart

I will screw your mind

I don’t have to think about us


When all I been thinking about is we


Lost in sound

For the life of me

I Can’t understand why I allowed you to take the light from me

I hate watching you spiral out of control

Like you have no handles

One day you are OK

The next day you're NOT

The friendship will forever be there

But for the moment I cannot be there


I will help you when you are down

But Can’t allow you to push me to the ground

I thank my mother for my heart My father for my mind

If I didn't have this mix

I would be forever be lost in your sound