12/27/18

Over Flowing


I have the glow from the blood moon

Moving backwards was only an illusion of the retrograde

Playing say yes......





I'm not consumed with the physical

I'm consumed with the mental plane

Does it touch my mind?

Does it touch my soul?

I sat with my own thoughts for a while

Taking all the words out of my mouth

Does that make me weak?!

Keeping my energy to myself?!

Learning how to reflect

Learning how to protect my Spiritual

6/27/18

Arranha-Ceu








Tilted the cup and watched it drip

It was so fluid as it hit the tip of the table and trickled to the floor

The cracks of the tiles started to fill asking for more

No one rushed to clean it up

The feeling was like making love on a mountain top

Looking into your eyes as you got me high

Every inch of you by my side

Coming in to clear the dust

Longing for it like lust

The feeling of my soul about to combust

Words stuck on the tip of my tongue

Speechless with this one left me wanting more


































5/24/18

Silver Moon



Cancun was like a silver moon

Loud talks slow walks

That water slowly glistened

Made me stop and listen

Meeting new people was not my mission

Kisses and smiles

Damn this week was wild

Tequila was the word of the day

Bartender kept pouring those drinks

I don't speak spanish but the word gracias just rolled off my tongue

Buenos dias this can be us

I sat by the pool with this young man

As we watched everyone swm around

He didn't know he was standing on his own stage

Once he broke out of his shyness

He helped me write this

My dress was soaking as I jumped right in

swimming until 2 am








5/21/18

Balance








I always felt misunderstood

Now I just feel like I understand

Some call me a dreamer

Some think I wear my emotions on my sleeves

Some have never seen emotion from me


I hear I'm sensitive ?

I hear I'm aggressive ?

I hear I hear I hear !

Tell me more about me ?

I think I am loving ?

I think I am giving ?

I think I am angry ?

I think I am sad?

I think I think I think !



Life looks  much better from this angle

Working on getting out of the triangle

I'm finally right in the middle

Let me  pull out my fiddle for you

Let me play this tune for you








5/18/18

Soul Tie










I'm going to flood your timeline

Not with only pictures of my life

But the words in my mind

I loved the pen since day one

Especially when I wrote without a rhyme

Let me take you inside

You might lose your mind

Welcome to happiness and sadness at the same time

I only function from one side of my mind

Screaming me too!

Taking time to reflect

Letting go of all the mess

I was wide awake while everyone slept

Learning to be more strategic with my steps

Going after what I want and asking what's next ?



I forgive my past

I want  you to know I left you behind

I  want you to know I been closed that door from you

I  don't even want you to utter my name in your mind

Cutting the Soul tie

I stopped asking myself why ?!






5/16/18

Behind You!





A woman walked into the room and thought are they all looking at me?!

They are looking at the man that walked in behind you

Every other woman thought I found you!

Only if they knew he was in love with the woman in front of him.

He thought I found you! I will be the strength that grounds you.

 She moved so softly there was almost a glow to her.

  I had to let  go of her . What could I really offer her?


5/8/18

Swim with me

I woke up today and everything felt so amazing

 Opening my eyes welcoming the sun in

The water dripping on my skin

 The music making love to my ear drums

 I slowed down and took the long route

 Freeing my Spirit

Freeing my soul

I can't swim but I'm jumping in

I want to hold my breath until I can no longer feel it

Floating on my back
                         
The world looks so infinite

Please don't hold my hand I want to immerse in it
                       
 Catch me in my element

Sitting on top of the willow tree

I'm so high up

This can't be a dream

When I see you there is no need to speak

I already met you in a dream


Did I get to deep?

Catch me in my element

Come swim with me



4/24/18









When I first started to write I was nervous to share my work but I knew someone would listen. Someone would let my words be their inspiration

I found myself sitting in a box wondering how did I get here? I felt myself dwindling . I hadn't felt like myself for a while my motivation had gotten away from me. As I sat with my head in the palm of my hands all I could think is please find yourself. Please do not look back and wonder why didn't you do more with your life. This is where my thoughts ended and my story began.

It took a child just a couple of words to open my mind. " every morning and every night say what you are thankful for and watch your life change" she might have not been the creator of those words but she spoke them just at the right time.

I looked into her eyes and I could see that feeling of life that I had lost. She was looking forward to the future. I wanted that feeling more than anything. To look forward to my future and not just ten years down the line but my tomorrow.