Release

When something consumes your mind they call that insanity

It's dirtier than profanity

Repeating the same thought a million times

Take a number wait in line

Learning meditation until you release the feeling

Breathing in and out release the feeling

Thoughts not only consume your mind they start to consume your body

Trying something new had my taste buds dancing and my mind became open
and more enchanted

By the time I was done breathing it felt like such a release

One breath, two breaths then the final release

The thought in repeat had left my mind until it was no longer a memory.

Tears of Gold

Listening to heart and soul

If I could write my tears would be gold

My paper would be soaked I would flood your computer screen

You couldn't even pretend to know

What I was told and what was seen

I've only broke down in front of a selected few

  

Instead of crying in front of the world

I tell my story in hopes it will help at least one girl

Not ashamed of my past but hope it will help your future

Not trying to be a preacher but a teacher from my mistakes

The last year has been a whirlwind

I thank God for allowing me in

I finally realized how to let him in

He blessed me with this skill for a reason

I will use it for all my seasons