Soul Mate

I wear the pain on my finger like a wedding band

Songs in the background like a marching band

What is the right thing to do or say?!

I love you doesn't sound right either

I hate you doesn't sound right either

At this moment I choose neither

I always speak my thoughts

You have blurred my thoughts

So if I speak sideways

I’m just counting your ways

I can't seem to get rid of these knots 

If he could he would rent space in my thoughts 

Internal sunshine of the spotless mind If I could erase the memory would I ?!