12/27/18
Over Flowing
I have the glow from the blood moon
Moving backwards was only an illusion of the retrograde
Playing say yes......
I'm not consumed with the physical
I'm consumed with the mental plane
Does it touch my mind?
Does it touch my soul?
I sat with my own thoughts for a while
Taking all the words out of my mouth
Does that make me weak?!
Keeping my energy to myself?!
Learning how to reflect
Learning how to protect my Spiritual
6/27/18
Arranha-Ceu
Tilted the cup and watched it drip
It was so fluid as it hit the tip of the table and trickled to the floor
The cracks of the tiles started to fill asking for more
No one rushed to clean it up
The feeling was like making love on a mountain top
Looking into your eyes as you got me high
Every inch of you by my side
Coming in to clear the dust
Longing for it like lust
The feeling of my soul about to combust
Words stuck on the tip of my tongue
Speechless with this one left me wanting more
5/24/18
Silver Moon
Cancun was like a silver moon
Loud talks slow walks
That water slowly glistened
Made me stop and listen
Meeting new people was not my mission
Kisses and smiles
Damn this week was wild
Tequila was the word of the day
Bartender kept pouring those drinks
I don't speak spanish but the word gracias just rolled off my tongue
Buenos dias this can be us
I sat by the pool with this young man
As we watched everyone swm around
He didn't know he was standing on his own stage
Once he broke out of his shyness
He helped me write this
My dress was soaking as I jumped right in
swimming until 2 am
5/21/18
Balance
I always felt misunderstood
Now I just feel like I understand
Some call me a dreamer
Some think I wear my emotions on my sleeves
Some have never seen emotion from me
I hear I'm sensitive ?
I hear I'm aggressive ?
I hear I hear I hear !
Tell me more about me ?
I think I am loving ?
I think I am giving ?
I think I am angry ?
I think I am sad?
I think I think I think !
Life looks much better from this angle
Working on getting out of the triangle
I'm finally right in the middle
Let me pull out my fiddle for you
Let me play this tune for you
5/18/18
Soul Tie
I'm going to flood your timeline
Not with only pictures of my life
But the words in my mind
I loved the pen since day one
Especially when I wrote without a rhyme
Let me take you inside
You might lose your mind
Welcome to happiness and sadness at the same time
I only function from one side of my mind
Screaming me too!
Taking time to reflect
Letting go of all the mess
I was wide awake while everyone slept
Learning to be more strategic with my steps
Going after what I want and asking what's next ?
I forgive my past
I want you to know I left you behind
I want you to know I been closed that door from you
I don't even want you to utter my name in your mind
Cutting the Soul tie
I stopped asking myself why ?!
5/16/18
Behind You!
A woman walked into the room and thought are they all looking at me?!
They are looking at the man that walked in behind you
Every other woman thought I found you!
Only if they knew he was in love with the woman in front of him.
He thought I found you! I will be the strength that grounds you.
She moved so softly there was almost a glow to her.
I had to let go of her . What could I really offer her?
5/8/18
Swim with me
I woke up today and everything felt so amazing
Opening my eyes welcoming the sun in
The water dripping on my skin
The music making love to my ear drums
I slowed down and took the long route
Freeing my Spirit
Freeing my soul
I can't swim but I'm jumping in
I want to hold my breath until I can no longer feel it
Floating on my back
The world looks so infinite
Please don't hold my hand I want to immerse in it
Catch me in my element
Sitting on top of the willow tree
I'm so high up
This can't be a dream
When I see you there is no need to speak
I already met you in a dream
Did I get to deep?
Catch me in my element
Come swim with me
Opening my eyes welcoming the sun in
The water dripping on my skin
The music making love to my ear drums
I slowed down and took the long route
Freeing my Spirit
Freeing my soul
I can't swim but I'm jumping in
I want to hold my breath until I can no longer feel it
Floating on my back
The world looks so infinite
Please don't hold my hand I want to immerse in it
Catch me in my element
Sitting on top of the willow tree
I'm so high up
This can't be a dream
When I see you there is no need to speak
I already met you in a dream
Did I get to deep?
Catch me in my element
Come swim with me
4/24/18
When I first started to write I was nervous to share my work but I knew someone would listen. Someone would let my words be their inspiration
I found myself sitting in a box wondering how did I get here? I felt myself dwindling . I hadn't felt like myself for a while my motivation had gotten away from me. As I sat with my head in the palm of my hands all I could think is please find yourself. Please do not look back and wonder why didn't you do more with your life. This is where my thoughts ended and my story began.
It took a child just a couple of words to open my mind. " every morning and every night say what you are thankful for and watch your life change" she might have not been the creator of those words but she spoke them just at the right time.
I looked into her eyes and I could see that feeling of life that I had lost. She was looking forward to the future. I wanted that feeling more than anything. To look forward to my future and not just ten years down the line but my tomorrow.
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